Your Face Made Me Catch My Breath

can sit here and wonder what would have become of me if you had not turned towards me at that second. Your face made me catch my breath. I felt as if kissed by cool summer rain; my body felt warmed as if by a radiant sun. But it was you.

I look for your mysterious eyes. Are they reflections of your soul? I want to reach out and touch you. I want to know if you feel the same, but my understanding and my soul, cannot encounter yours...

Must I be content to watch you from afar? Where do I go from here? Just say the word and I will be by your side, now and forever...

Your Secret Admirer,

shill
P. S. I love you!

Melati Patah

Tiada yang perlu dimaafkan.....


Kepedihan dan penyesalan telah membelenggu bibir dari tawa dan senyumku.
Tak seorangpun mendapatkannya lagi. diam dalam keabadian.

Biarlah kulukis setangkai melati patah di balik senja pada nisanku,


agar engkau selalu ingat selarik senja,


senja itu pula yang mematahkan tangkaimu..............

Kekasih yang mengalirkan cinta sekaligus melongsorkannya.
Kekasih yang dicintai sekaligus dikhianati.
Adakah cinta tanpa pengkhianatan??











thank's to tinu

Alunan Cinta

Cinta ku pada mu sepertinya bagai malam tak hitam
Tetapi setiap saat kuterbangkan cinta menuju hatimu

Walau aku telah kalah untuk berpacu melawan waktu untuk mencintaimu
Tetapi aku takkan menyerah begitu saja
Walau cintaku kau sia-siakan
tetapi aku tahu kalau kau telah mengerti akan semuanya

sekarang kita telah berpisah satu sama lain
tetapi apakah kau tahu ?
aku tetap menunggumu
sekalipun kau tak kembali
cinta hanya terbuat untuk mu

walau saat mencintai mu hatiku tersayat
seperti jemari yang tersayat saat membunyikan sebuah biola
tetapi walau tersayat jemariku aku suka iramanya
karena semakin di mainkan maka akan terdengar
alunan irama indah yang dihasilkan darinya
mencintaimu seperti bermain biola
memang tersayat tetapi aku tetap menyukainya
sekarang biarlah alunan irama indah itu mengalun diantara kita
mengalunlah….mengalunlah

karena itu telah menjadi candu dalam diriku ini

Menikah dengan Bayangmu

walau bisaku cuma menikah dengan bayangmu,
boleh kubertanya padamu...........

"gaun pengantin warna apa yang kau suka ?"

sebab bila kupakai gaun berwarna putih.......
kuragu kau tak mengenaliku.........
bukankah pernikahan kita nanti di balik awan.

walau bisaku cuma menikah dengan bayangmu,
boleh kuberjanji padamu

"aku ingin mejadikanmu pengantin paling bahagia"




drbelahanjiwa

Arti Mencintai

Pacaran itu suatu hal yang mengesankan dan 'harus dipertahankan' jika memang sudah sepadan. Seperti kata kata berikut: cinta tak pernah akan begitu indah, jika tanpa persahabatan.....yang satu selalu menjadi penyebab yang lain dan prosesnya... adalah irreversible......

Seorang pecinta yang terbaik adalah sahabat yang terhebat. Jika engkau mencintai seseorang, jangan berharap bahwa seseorang itu akan mencintaimu persis sebaliknya dalam kapasitas yang sama. Satu diantara kalian akan memberikan lebih, yang lain akan dirasa kurang........... Begitu juga dalam cinta: engkau yang mencari, dan yang lain akan menanti......

Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh cinta.... mungkin akan begitu menyakitkan, dan mungkin akan menyebabkan engkau sakit dan menderita..... tapi jika engkau tidak mengikuti kata hati, pada akhirnya engkau akan menangis.......jauh lebih pedih...karena saat itu menyadari bahwa engkau tidak pernah memberi....cinta itu sebuah jalan.

Cinta bukan sekedar perasaan, tapi sebuah komitmen....Perasaan bisa datang dan pergi begitu saja...... Cinta tak harus berakhir bahagia.....karena cinta TIDAK harus berakhir.....

Cinta sejati mendengar apa yang tidak dikatakan.... dan mengerti apa yang tidak dijelaskan, sebab cinta tidak datang dari bibir dan lidah atau pikiran.........melainkan dari HATI.

Ketika engkau mencintai, jangan mengharapkan apapun sebagai imbalan, karena jika engkau demikian, engkau bukan mencintai, melainkan..... INVESTASI .

Jika engkau mencintai, engkau harus siap untuk menerima penderitaan. Karena jika engkau mengharap kebahagiaan, engkau bukan mencintai, melainkan.. MEMANFAATKAN .

Lebih baik kehilangan harga diri dan egomu bersama seseorang yang engkau cintai daripada kehilangan seseorang yang engkau cintai, karena EGO-mu yang tak berguna itu........

Jangan mencintai seseorang seperti bunga,karena bunga mati kala musim berganti, cintailah mereka seperti sungai, sebab sungai mengalir selamanya........

Cinta mungkin akan meninggalkan hatimu bagaikan kepingan2 kaca, tapi tancapkan dalam pikiranmu, bahwa Ada seseorang yang akan bersedia untuk menambal lukamu dengan mengumpulkan kembali pecahan2 kaca itu.....

Sehingga engkau akan menjadi utuh kembali......

I Still Seek the Shelter of Your Arms

Dearest lembayung,

I write your name with love. It is entwined with brilliant colored ribbons which wrap themselves around my heart, never to be undone. They are streamers billowing in the breeze like your love.

Do my words reach you? Does my soul touch yours? I still seek the shelter of your arms and the warmth of your lips. Melancholy fills the chambers of my heart. I am too vulnerable with you. Like the petals of a flower, I fall away. I stand before you, all revealed. I am lost to you.

I cannot follow. You did not leave any steps to pursue. You and I are separated in a space called time. I can see your words written on paper, but they carry no sound. Voiceless is the anguish that cries in my soul.

I can only hear you leaving...


shill

Are You Dreaming of Me?

In the deep of the night, I awaken and wonder where you are. What are you doing? Is there any chance you are dreaming of me? Tell me, is there someone else who holds that place in the darkness?

Whether it is in the light of the dawn, or in the velvet of midnight, my head is filled with you. You spill over and fill my heart. You pour forth and wash over my soul. I am bathed in loving you, but I do not know if you tender the same thoughts.

I wish I knew the sureness of your love. I wish that the love that burns within me would kindle the same in your heart. I will be here for you always. You create that devotion in me. It is for you - always...

My heart,




shill

Are U Dreaming of Me....??

Pandeglang 9:15 AM

In the deep of the night, I awaken and wonder where you are. What are you doing? Is there any chance you are dreaming of me? Tell me, is there someone else who holds that place in the darkness?

Whether it is in the light of the dawn, or in the velvet of midnight, my head is filled with you. You spill over and fill my heart. You pour forth and wash over my soul. I am bathed in loving you, but I do not know if you tender the same thoughts.

I wish I knew the sureness of your love. I wish that the love that burns within me would kindle the same in your heart. I will be here for you always. You create that devotion in me. It is for you - always...

My heart,




shill

Kupu-kupu bersayap lembayung

Jejak Langkah Shillouette

Jakarta 11:42 AM

Did you know that at one time I was afraid of the thunder? Or were you aware that I trembled whenever a cold wind would blow? Then again the darkest nights would make me shudder - all because I didn't know of your feelings for me.

Now I spend my days being warmed in your love. My nights are no longer the dreaded hours, but they are the anticipated moments of the delights in your embrace. Your smile dispels all my fears and I find my heart secure within your soul.

I pity those that know not of such yearnings. How sad for those who do not have a love to share. I know that true love is a rare gift. I am among the fortunate because you have offered me this priceless gift. There is no other who could mean more to me than you.

I love you, my precious,


shill

Jejak Langkah Shillouette

I've played the scene where you've walked away, never looking back, leaving me with sonnets and sunsets. You take my heart and I only have you in my soul. Your face plays over and over in my mind and your touch is a lingering remembrance.

It is not our time and I'm afraid I gave my heart too soon. I search each crowd for your eyes, your smile, your being. Where have you gone? Did you take even a minute part of me with you?

I wonder if I ever play in your memory. I dream that maybe you'll return and find that you cannot live without me. In the darkest moment of the night, moonbeams pierce the darkness and I swear I hear you call my name. Am I dreaming?

If you find you have a place in your heart for me to share with you, I'll be waiting.


shill

Jejak Langkah Shillouette

Jejak Langkah Shillouette

*I am me*
There will not ever be anyone like me.
I am special because I am unique.
I am stardust and dreams.
I am light.
I am love and hope....